Welcomed War Machine

Struggling college student dealing with anorexia with bulimic tendencies, anxiety, and bipolar I disorder. Feel free to message me with anything. I have nothing to hide.

defeatdepression:

<3 Hannah

defeatdepression:

<3 Hannah

I wrote seventeen poems
the day you left
on my upper thigh
in black sharpie
and laid still
in bed for six days
until the ink
wore off

I thought
for a moment
to get the words
tattooed onto
my skin
but I have a problem
with things that
claim to be permanent:

they aren’t

so I wrote poems
over indentations
in my legs
watching the black
tar penetrate old
and new skin
like fertilizing
a battle field
of stretch marks
and scars

It has been three years
two summers
and I have
dyed my hair
dark so you
would not
recognize me
if you ever saw me again
but the poems
still remain
in sharpie
underneath flowing skirts
and bathing suits
that I buy but never wear:

you promised me
that you would love me
for the rest of my life
but like the sharpie that fades
or tattoos that burn;
nothing is permanent
words only leave stains
that are barely legible
but always there-

and everything hurts .

I Wrote Seventeen Poems the Day You Left (Why Can I Not Let Go) by LeahJuliett (via be-free-barbie)

Everything Okay?

support:

If you or someone you know is suffering from an eating disorder, self harm, or suicidal thoughts, please visit our Counseling & Prevention Resources page for a list of services that may be able to help.

sara-meow:

Jesus christ this cat is cute

To get over one addiction, you have to become addicted to something else.

(via girlsjunk)

(Source: afraidof-reality)

5weetsorrow:

Sad/Bands/B&amp;W blog

5weetsorrow:

Sad/Bands/B&W blog

(Source: s-ensitivus)

scntrx:

I’m here if you need someone. 😊

More Information